They Say that I look like a man with a micro penis. Full of testosterone and steroids. 

Before anorexia, I worked out every day. Hockey, soccer, running, gym. I ate whatever I liked to eat, maybe some kg overweight.
Everyone told me how fat I looked. Than during anorexia I worked out 3 times a day. With no food.
When I was in hospital The doctor told me that I never should be able to workout again. I cried trought the day, so much anxiety, I thought I threw my life away.